Jesus used this figure of speech with them, but they
did not understand
what he was saying to them.
So again Jesus said to them, 'Very truly, I tell
you, I am the gate for the
sheep. All who came before me are thieves and bandits; but the sheep
did
not listen to them. I am the gate. Whoever enters by me will be saved,
and will come in and go out and find pasture. The thief comes only to
steal and kill and destroy.
'I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.'
Perhaps we would do well at this point to turn our
attention from
the shepherd in our readings and consider more closely the image of the
sheep. This Sunday is called "Good Shepherd Sunday," but perhaps it
should also be called, "Become Like Sheep Sunday." I think this may be
what the authors of these passages—and Jesus—had in mind.
As our tradition always informs us, we
have a responsibility in our
own growth. We are not saved only by God's grace. We also have work to
do. We are the co-creators. The shepherd calls us, but it is up to us
to
follow.
I learned a little bit about sheep
firsthand a couple of years ago
when I raised two of them for about a year. We wanted their wool for
spinning and milk for cheese, and in the bargain we were hoping for
some
of the gifts we knew were given through farming. When you have heard
my story, I think you'll agree this New York City boy was lucky to
settle
for the wool.
Here's what happened. The farmer at
Hampshire College, Leslie
Cox (a member of this church), found two newborn lambs on a bitter
February night, nearly frozen to death and abandoned by their mother.
He couldn't get any of his sheep to mother them, and so he warmed them
and bottle-fed them and brought them back to life himself.
He offered them to me and Cynthia for
cheap because he knew they
would always be trouble. Now when he first told us this, it sounded to
us
like he meant they would simple be attracted to him as their "mother
figure," and would get in the way when he tried to tend the flock. This
actually sounded attractive to us – the notion of sheep being
uncommonly
affectionate with humans. They were special.
We made a pen in the garage with straw
for bedding, and the little
lambs were adorable. Emily and Will and the neighborhood kids all loved
to feed them and cuddle with them.
The trouble didn't start until a lot
later, long after we had moved
them to the back yard. They just weren't satisfied with their limits.
It
didn't matter how much sweet hay I gave them, or grain, or anything.
They wanted out.
And they got out. So I reinforced the
fencing. They got out again. I
fenced in an extra area of tall grass for variety. They got out.
One day we got a call from the farm
manager at Brookfield farm,
who raises food for 250 family share-holders. It wasn't the first time
our
sheep had gotten into his field, but this time they had eaten 200 heads
of
lettuce. He gave us the farmer's ultimatum: keep your animals off my
land
or else!
I called Leslie. Certainly he would take
them back, at least for a few
days. He resisted. I pleaded. Maybe I shamed him a little. Finally, he
was
persuaded, though he made it clear it was only temporary. In the next
couple of days, Cyn and I talked to all the farmers we knew to see if
they
would adopt Star and Moon (those were the kids' names for them). No one
was interested in the least.
Finally, after they had spent a few days
at Hampshire, I got a call
from Leslie. "You've got to come get these sheep," he said. "Last
night,
they broke through the electric fencing, and they led the rest of the
herd
out with them." He called them "juvenile delinquents."
When I went to pick them up, Leslie
filled in the information we
had missed when he first offered them to us. He said that once they're
bottle-fed, they just plain lose their ability to be sheep. After that,
it's
hopeless trying to put them with the herd. Apparently every farmer
knows this.
In the end, we found a home for them in
Leverett, on a little rescue
farm with other "special" animals. They are pets.
So what do my attempts at sheep raising
have to do with today's
scripture readings? This is it: you can't be too dumb to be a sheep,
but
being too smart is disastrous.
It's hard for us humans to avoid being
too smart. We have such
wonderful brains. We create such elegant structures of thought, such
flawless intricacies of logic. After all, it was our brains that raised
us
above the other creatures, no?
Now I'm not trying to say we don't need
our brains. Lord knows we
need them to manage daily life today, don't we? I would hate to try
scheduling the lives of 10 and 12 year-olds without a human brain. Or
plan the driving routes required to meet the schedules of 10 and 12
year-
olds.
Yes, we need our wondrous minds—no
doubt. We couldn't survive
without them. But at a certain point, they work against us. Today,
perhaps even more than in Jesus' time, we need to know when to ignore
them.
Like when our minds tell us it's okay to
reject people if they hold to
red-state politics. Or blue-state politics. Like when our minds condemn
a
woman because she asserts her right to choose abortion. Or when our
minds condemn those who believe abortion is against God's law. Or they
condemn supporters of gay marriage. Or opponents of gay marriage.
I am very concerned with the so-called
"great divide" in America
today. This belief that people are different from us because they hold
different beliefs is scary. It's not new… it's basically clan behavior…
it has
been with us forever.
I find myself scared by it sometimes,
wondering how it compares to
the state of public discourse in Berlin in the early 30s. At what point
did
fear of the Jews become prejudice? When did prejudice turn deadly?
Fear is dangerous. It turns our minds
from tools into weapons, from
ploughshares into swords.
It is when I begin to feel the
adrenaline rise from such thoughts
that I thank God for our tradition, and all other true religions,
because we
have been given what we need to protect ourselves from the insanities
of
prejudice and panic.
We have the tools we need to turn away
from the darkness to the
light. Our stories tell us that every human being is the same, with
exactly
the same needs. Food, water, shelter. Family, friends, community. Joy.
Peace. Love. Freedom from fear.
We know that our humanity depends on
sticking to the basics: Love
God, and treat others as you would have them treat you. We proclaim
inclusion. Equality. Justice. When we see these principles being
violated,
we know we are in dangerous territory. Beyond our limits. It is time to
turn back. We can remember our shepherd is with us, and we know that if
we follow, our souls will be restored.
Do events on the national stage seem too
big to be meaningful in
our little lives? They do to me sometimes. What can I do about such
large-
scale events? But the truth is that every one of these conflicts begins
and
ends inside the individual heart. If we live the truth in our own
lives, we
make a difference, bigger than we imagine. It is one of the mysteries
of life
that truth is like a hologram: take any piece of it, and you have all
of it.
Live it, and you live it for all creation.
So let's bring this down to our own
level and think about where in
our lives we can practice these principles. How about right here in our
church family?
We are getting ready to say goodbye to
our interim pastor, Fran
Ruthven. Before Fran came, we were fragmented and anxious. I dare say
we have experienced renewal under her shepherding. Now she is leaving,
and anxiety is bound to come knocking. Can we use these next few months
as an opportunity to live the truth of today's scriptures? Can we help
each
other remember that our best thinking is not always our friend, that
the
truth is never anxious?
The truth is that our divine shepherd
brought Fran to us, is
bringing Carolyn in September, and all will be well. Let us remember
what the psalmist teaches us: "I fear no evil, for you are with me."
Let us go from here and ask ourselves
where in our lives we might
do well to quiet the mind and listen for the divine calling.
"The sheep… will not follow a stranger,
but they will run from him
because they do not know the voice of strangers."
May it be so for each and every one of
us.
Amen.